Monday, August 15, 2011
Should I tell her Im in love with her.?
About a year ago I became friends with this girl at camp. We stayed in this house together because we were working at the camp together. We got along right away and hung out as much as we could but I would get really nervous when she would touch me. The second night together we slept together on a single bed she asked me too. We talked most of the night and I was so happy. After camp when we both went back home she was moving out pretty close to my house so she came over to my house for a week. We slept on my bed together and shed always snuggle up close. In more than a friendly way sometimes. After she left I started to realize I had feelings for her which I thought was really scary for me and I tried to ignore them. I saved up money to go see her a couple of times and everytime I'd have the same feelings and really just want to kiss her. Sometimes she would just look up at me and go "Em you know I love you right" and put her hand on my face. For awhile I thought she might have feelings too. but about 3 months ago we stopped talking it was a little after I found out she was moving about 8 hours away and I havent seen her since. I was really in love with her and heartbroken when she stopped speaking with me. We use to talk on the phone and msn all the time now im lucky to talk to her once a month. She invited me to her graduation and I don't want to be hurt again I had to keep myself from ever thinking about her and I'm pretty sure the feelings will come back once I see her again because they always do. should I just tell her. I just don't want to lose her as a friend......
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